Assalamualaikum......
the interview had gone quite okay..haha..am i fooling myself....?
actually i ruined myself..oo mygod..Ya Allah...
ok..my father and i left at 6.15...very early isn't it? and i was still sleepy..zzzzz....
on the way...i sent a messaged to ustazah rahila.....
me : "assalamualaikum...ustazah saye interview hari ni...doakan ye...?.....
ustazah rahila : 'alamak ,kenape x cakap awal2.x pe .buat btul2.insyaAllah...
then,we arrived at Darul Quran at 8.00 am ,it was still early so we went to the town and ayah had his nasi lemak sambal kerang there while i didn't have the appetite since' the butterflies not even flying but maybe having a party' in my stomach...
the main reason is my adrenal gland secreted too much adrenaline....haha...banyak la alasan ko....
after registered at the hall ,we had to take a test based on tajwid and arabic....
'ketaq dowh..lame giler x pegang pen ni kan plak nk sruh aku wat ayat arab..."
luckily it just ask a few simple arabic and tajwid questions 'fuhh,lega teman..'
after 20 minutes we went to our panel room...
in the 'tight' atmosphere ,i was still be able to make friend,just to reduce the tense...'''''
my name was called.............NURSHAHIRA ZANAL ABIDDIN
oooooo..noo...i entered the room,there was an ustaz sitting there...
'duduk...nurshahira ye..?ade pengalaman hafal Quran?
"aaa.....ade la jugak..."
"juzuk brape dah"...alamak.....
"surah pilihan boleh la ustaz.."
the ustaz smiled and "cube bukak mukasurat 284 surah al-Isra' ,boleh tak?" with the kelantanese dialect..
"insyaAllah..."
so,i went outside and started to memorize the whole page in an hour....
the page was quite easy....i heard the verse for a couple of time....
....................but...................
actually i'am not very good in memorising with the time was set up....tension...
i saw my schoolmate who also walked on the interview...nevermind...
......suddenly....
...someone approached me......it was kak anis syafiqah,she is my senior in sepintar,a year older thAn me..
she was studying there,syukbah qiraat..
i had finished my page but i was not confident
because i knew in that kind of 'cuak' situation, the possibility of the memory to vanish was very high..high..high..
then in my mind...
"redah je kalo x bile nk abis nyer....'
so i went into the panel room and tasmik..
at the second last verse i was STUCKED...
......how come....
i couldn't remember the forepart of the verse..
..alamak...camne ni....
i tried but i couldn't reach
........so.......
'SODAQALLAHULAZIM'
the ustaz started to ask me questions...in loghat kelatenye
*ni nak masuk sini,memang nak ke mak suruh.....?
*memang minat nak hafaz quran....?
*kate la dapat masuk dq,lepas keluar nak jadi ape...?
*nak ambil syukbah ape...?
*apa kaitan syukbah yang kamu minat tu denagn cita2 kamu...?
*selain dq apply mana lagi......?
and lots more...
the interview session went smoothly except for the hafazan part....
the questions is better then the "pensijilan"
i was once asked..
since i wrote i was interested in biotechnology...the ustazah asked
"apa ayat Al-Quran yang berkaitan dengan biotech ni..?
haa.....i was stunned at the moment....luckily ,i had just study PQS...pertanian dalam kehidupan...
....lucky me...but i still failed....
after finished the interview session,i walked with kak anis to the carpark where my father patiently waited for me there..........
..................................so.....that was my journey..................................
.......................................early in the morning............................................
.........................wearing the uncomfortable shoes.................
i am not putting the hope but if this is the best for me...why not?
............................sorry for the grammatical errors......................
........................wassalam..............................
